stubborn ME...

don't u ever think dat imma a gud pretender ??
gud in hiding my inner self, my soul, my heart & wadever bout wailing...
it's dat juz 2 avoid from being hurt
or
wadelse ??

m i stubborn ??
if not y cnt i express myself in such wayz lik wad u guyz did ??
m i stubborn ??
if not y cnt i speak out wad i wana talk bout ??
m i stubborn ??
if not y cnt i do wadever i wan ??
m i stubborn ??
if not y cnt i gt thgz dat i wish 4 ??
m i stubborn ??
if not y cnt i juz act like u guyz ??

juz do wadever v lik...
juz talk wadever v wana talk...
juz do wadever i wan...
juz try our biggest best 2 achieve wad v wish 4...
juz act lik nthg...

haix,
y my life so complicated...
is dat my fault ??
y olwayz like 2 fight 4 prefectionist ??
izit too over ??
or else
juz STUBBORN ??

who can tell me wad can i do ??